Many people put their dreams aside for some kind of reason. When we have a dream that is deffered, we either keep it, wait for it or just forget it. If we want to keep that dream we need to try hard and do anything to get that dream back. But sometimes we just need to wait for the right time to accomplish that dream. If we realize that the deferred dream is impossible to accomplish or just changed our thoughts, we can just forget about that dream and move on. It really just depends on the person who has that dream, the person will choose what to do with it.
If I had a deferred dream, first I would try to reach it and see if it's possible for me. But if I can't accomplish it then i would wait for the right opportunity and prepare myself to reach it. But even if i tried hard and waited long enough and still it's impossible to accomplish, then i would put that dream in the way back of my brain and forget about it. And hopefully i will find a new dream and can make that dream come true.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
[CE] where is the love?
I just read this inspiring article about this brave woman Williams. This incident happened recently like two days ago. Williams was driving her daughter to her school before she went to her job, but then she saw a truck on fire in her rear-view mirror. She stopped the car and left her baby in there to save that random stranger who was on fire. I think her actions were very brave and heroic when she could have burned herself too.
I'm very impressed and inspired that she saved just a random person when no one else cared enough to at least stop when someone was FREACKING BURNING!!! If I was that driver I would never ever forget her braveness and will be thankful to her for the rest of my life. I'm very happy that there are still some people left that care about other people. This article makes me want to ask "Only one car stopped to save the driver then what happened to the other hundreds of cars that passed the truck?" From this kind of things we can see that people just don't care about each other anymore and lost our love. But If I was in that situation I think I would just pass the truck without stopping and I hate myself for that. It's really sad to see people becoming more selfish and careless these days or maybe we're just scared to stand up for the right thing. But I guess I'll be thankful that there are still some people that cares. May God bless Williams for her braveness! :))
I'm very impressed and inspired that she saved just a random person when no one else cared enough to at least stop when someone was FREACKING BURNING!!! If I was that driver I would never ever forget her braveness and will be thankful to her for the rest of my life. I'm very happy that there are still some people left that care about other people. This article makes me want to ask "Only one car stopped to save the driver then what happened to the other hundreds of cars that passed the truck?" From this kind of things we can see that people just don't care about each other anymore and lost our love. But If I was in that situation I think I would just pass the truck without stopping and I hate myself for that. It's really sad to see people becoming more selfish and careless these days or maybe we're just scared to stand up for the right thing. But I guess I'll be thankful that there are still some people that cares. May God bless Williams for her braveness! :))
Thursday, October 20, 2011
[RE] Time flies so fast like a wind....
We all know that one of the most valuable things that leads to success is TIME. There is a phrase about it "Time is Gold." Like Julie Le said :
"To me, time goes by WAY too fast. No matter what's going on, time would just keep ticking and it won't stop for anything. That upsets me because each day I'm growing older and getting closer to graduating high school."
I totally agree with this, it's just going so fast like a blink of an eye. It's kind of sad that days are flying by and I'm not really doing anything useful. 4 years of high school passes so fast that you'll be like "im going to college already?" I feel like 24 hours is not enough for me to finish things, i wish there was at least 30 hours a day. I believe that time controls everything, without time things won't make sense. As time passes, we will grow old and get mature and will have bigger problems than just doing our homeworks.
Before, I wanted time to go by fast, but now I want the time to slow down, so I can enjoy these high school years before everything gets more complicated. I don't want these years to be boring all about studying, I want to have fun while I still got little time.Because we're going to study and learn for our whole lives until we die, so I wanna cherish these easy simple few years like a teenager cuz after few years we're going to be ADULTS!!!
"To me, time goes by WAY too fast. No matter what's going on, time would just keep ticking and it won't stop for anything. That upsets me because each day I'm growing older and getting closer to graduating high school."
I totally agree with this, it's just going so fast like a blink of an eye. It's kind of sad that days are flying by and I'm not really doing anything useful. 4 years of high school passes so fast that you'll be like "im going to college already?" I feel like 24 hours is not enough for me to finish things, i wish there was at least 30 hours a day. I believe that time controls everything, without time things won't make sense. As time passes, we will grow old and get mature and will have bigger problems than just doing our homeworks.
Before, I wanted time to go by fast, but now I want the time to slow down, so I can enjoy these high school years before everything gets more complicated. I don't want these years to be boring all about studying, I want to have fun while I still got little time.Because we're going to study and learn for our whole lives until we die, so I wanna cherish these easy simple few years like a teenager cuz after few years we're going to be ADULTS!!!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
[FREE] Volleyball :)))
Last week was a very exciting week for me because I played in volleyball tournament. I really like to play volleyball but im not super good at it. This tournament was on Saturday in Bladium. Me and my team practiced every Tuesday for two months i think and we were really looking forward to this competition. And finally it was the day to play. I woke up early and didn't feel like playing at all because the day before we practiced a lot and my body was all sore. But i still wanted to be optimistic so we can win.
When it was our turn to play i got so nervous, even though it wasn't my first time playing in a team. The other teams were good. We were trying our best, but somewhat we lost points on silly mistakes. Also the hard thing was when we lost points some of us got frustrated and irritated. We played against 5 teams, we won 3 teams and lost to 2 teams. When we were playing I wanted to win so desperately, when we needed one point to win i started to shake, which we lost in that team. At the end we won the 3rd place and got medals. I thought it was better than nothing and felt pretty good. I had a really good time and i think the hard work paid off, even though i wanted to win the first place. But it's okay, we will totally win next time! :)))
When it was our turn to play i got so nervous, even though it wasn't my first time playing in a team. The other teams were good. We were trying our best, but somewhat we lost points on silly mistakes. Also the hard thing was when we lost points some of us got frustrated and irritated. We played against 5 teams, we won 3 teams and lost to 2 teams. When we were playing I wanted to win so desperately, when we needed one point to win i started to shake, which we lost in that team. At the end we won the 3rd place and got medals. I thought it was better than nothing and felt pretty good. I had a really good time and i think the hard work paid off, even though i wanted to win the first place. But it's okay, we will totally win next time! :)))
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
[BC] If tomorrow was my last day....
The quote that Steve Jobs said had me thinking my life in a different way for a second, especially this part:
" Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life...Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."
I agree with this quote and it inspires me a lot. One truth about every person is that they all want to succeed in their lives; everyone has some kind of dream and wants to make that dream come true. It don't matter what we're doing, the core desire at the center of all our actions is success, even the criminals wants to succeed in their crimes. So if Steve Jobs was never motivated by the idea of death to take charge of his life and do only what was important and necessary to his success, this world would never have seen the Mac, iPhone, iPad, iPod and any other things that starts with "i".
If I started to live like there’s no tomorrow, then my life would be so much better. If I wake up and ask myself “would I want to do what I’m going to do today if it was my last day?” everyday, I wouldn’t do any unimportant things and waste my time. I would finish every task within one day without putting it back for tomorrow and I would have less stress. I would do things that I wanted without regret and also I would have more success and accomplishments in my life. If I live motivated by death just like Steve, I would love my family and friends with all my heart and do nice things for them, I would respect people and won’t say or do mean things. I believe that us humans all have expire dates and every one of us has an assignment to complete before we expire. So If I lived motivated by this quote, I would like to find out what my assignment is and complete it.
My advice for people is to find your assignments if you didn’t. If you
don’t find it or don’t complete it
before your expire date, I don’t think there will be any difference between you
and a still-born. Therefore, don’t be afraid of deaths, but be motivated by it.
.
Let it drive you into pursuing your purpose with passion every single day of
your life. Be afraid of only one thing: To die before you complete your
assignment, because this is like failing an exam and not having another chance
of retaking it. Also living like your last day of your life doesn’t mean to
party and have fun everyday, it means to not waste your time on things that are
not useful to you. Be wise and reach your dreams!
" Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life...Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart."
I agree with this quote and it inspires me a lot. One truth about every person is that they all want to succeed in their lives; everyone has some kind of dream and wants to make that dream come true. It don't matter what we're doing, the core desire at the center of all our actions is success, even the criminals wants to succeed in their crimes. So if Steve Jobs was never motivated by the idea of death to take charge of his life and do only what was important and necessary to his success, this world would never have seen the Mac, iPhone, iPad, iPod and any other things that starts with "i".
If I started to live like there’s no tomorrow, then my life would be so much better. If I wake up and ask myself “would I want to do what I’m going to do today if it was my last day?” everyday, I wouldn’t do any unimportant things and waste my time. I would finish every task within one day without putting it back for tomorrow and I would have less stress. I would do things that I wanted without regret and also I would have more success and accomplishments in my life. If I live motivated by death just like Steve, I would love my family and friends with all my heart and do nice things for them, I would respect people and won’t say or do mean things. I believe that us humans all have expire dates and every one of us has an assignment to complete before we expire. So If I lived motivated by this quote, I would like to find out what my assignment is and complete it.
Friday, October 7, 2011
[CE] iRIP Steve Jobs....iSAD
I think everybody knows that Steve Jobs, the founder, chairman of Apple.Inc, chief executive of Pixar Animation Studios and a member of board of directors of The Walt Disney Company is dead. Here is the links about Jobs:
http://finance.yahoo.com/news/Live-Updates-on-Reaction-to-nytimes-3461303615.html?x=0&.v=1
http://news.yahoo.com/experts-cancer-likely-killed-steve-jobs-035836508.html
So on wednesday i think, i logged in into my Facebook account and saw some statuses about Steve Jobs like "RIP Steve Jobs." and I wondered who he was. So i decided to google him and found out that he was a very famous and important person. Then i felt really sad that he's gone now. He did soooooo many great things, he updated our world. If it wasn't him we wouldn't have any Apple computers and the most importantly the IPHONES, which some people can't live without it. We would still be using stuff like Walkman.
This is the thing that i hate the most, why does the people we need and look up always end up with some cancer or deathfull sickness. They always end up dying earlier than the other people. An example is Michael Jackson. It was really wonderful of him to still work and create new Iphones when he was sick, i think that's how much he loved his job.
My friend made me laugh when she said "Oh man, he died without releasing iPhone5!!!" after she found out he was dead. I saw lots of pictures of him in San Francisco this friday. There were memorial stuff happening in front of Apple store. Hundreds of roses were lying in front of his picture and some wrote notes to him.
" Words can't describe what you did for the world, thank you alot and we will miss you!!!"
http://finance.yahoo.com/news/Live-Updates-on-Reaction-to-nytimes-3461303615.html?x=0&.v=1
http://news.yahoo.com/experts-cancer-likely-killed-steve-jobs-035836508.html
So on wednesday i think, i logged in into my Facebook account and saw some statuses about Steve Jobs like "RIP Steve Jobs." and I wondered who he was. So i decided to google him and found out that he was a very famous and important person. Then i felt really sad that he's gone now. He did soooooo many great things, he updated our world. If it wasn't him we wouldn't have any Apple computers and the most importantly the IPHONES, which some people can't live without it. We would still be using stuff like Walkman.
This is the thing that i hate the most, why does the people we need and look up always end up with some cancer or deathfull sickness. They always end up dying earlier than the other people. An example is Michael Jackson. It was really wonderful of him to still work and create new Iphones when he was sick, i think that's how much he loved his job.
My friend made me laugh when she said "Oh man, he died without releasing iPhone5!!!" after she found out he was dead. I saw lots of pictures of him in San Francisco this friday. There were memorial stuff happening in front of Apple store. Hundreds of roses were lying in front of his picture and some wrote notes to him.
" Words can't describe what you did for the world, thank you alot and we will miss you!!!"
[RE] more and more CANDIESSSS!! xD
YESSS!!! The Halloween is coming up. We have like 24 days till it happens.Stores are already selling halloween costumes and people decorating their houses. When I think about Halloween I think about CANDIESS. I love candies they're just soo good that i can't get enough. And i totally agree with Gigi here:
"I'm probably too old to still trick-or-treat and stuff but it's so fun."
I wanna go trick-or-treat too. But my friends told me we're too old to do it. But still i wanna goo and get candies. Since I came in America I trick-or-treated only twice. I really liked it, so i wanna go this year again, but if i do it this year it's going to be the last one. Last year me and my friends wore a plain white mask, the ones like Jabawokees wear and then drew things on it. And people thought we were U-KISS. We went through several streets and collected many candies, I ate it like for weeks.
But i still doubt that i would go this year cuz my parents think it's dangerous to go outside on Halloween. There were several deaths in Alameda during Halloween, so parents would want me to stay home safely. It would suck if i can't go. -_____-
"I'm probably too old to still trick-or-treat and stuff but it's so fun."
I wanna go trick-or-treat too. But my friends told me we're too old to do it. But still i wanna goo and get candies. Since I came in America I trick-or-treated only twice. I really liked it, so i wanna go this year again, but if i do it this year it's going to be the last one. Last year me and my friends wore a plain white mask, the ones like Jabawokees wear and then drew things on it. And people thought we were U-KISS. We went through several streets and collected many candies, I ate it like for weeks.
But i still doubt that i would go this year cuz my parents think it's dangerous to go outside on Halloween. There were several deaths in Alameda during Halloween, so parents would want me to stay home safely. It would suck if i can't go. -_____-
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
[FREE] interruption...uughh
Soo guys my this week's free post is going to be about interruption. Interruption means to talk while someone else is talking. I find interruptions very annoying and rude.I believe people will agree with me on this. I just can't stand it when someone else talks when i'm talking , it makes me forget the point of what i was talking and it makes me frustrated.
Listening carefully while someone else is talking and waiting patiently till it ends shows a respect to that certain person. Many people don't have that respect, especially at our age. There's always at least one student that always interrupts the teacher or students in the class. For teachers, it's really hard to teach when someone else is constantly interrupting and it's hard for students to learn too. Well if i was a teacher i would make that student do some extra work or punish that student until he/she learns to listen to others patiently. In some countries teachers make their student hold a chair up for hours until they get it. Or some of hit their hand or butt with a long wooden ruler. I don't expect any teachers here to do that but if students don't understand when teachers just say "stop", i think some students deserve something harsh and bitter. Because when we grow up, we'll need this patient at some point. There are many many adults that still interrupt while someone is talking, i think it becomes a habit if we don't fix it early.
Listening carefully while someone else is talking and waiting patiently till it ends shows a respect to that certain person. Many people don't have that respect, especially at our age. There's always at least one student that always interrupts the teacher or students in the class. For teachers, it's really hard to teach when someone else is constantly interrupting and it's hard for students to learn too. Well if i was a teacher i would make that student do some extra work or punish that student until he/she learns to listen to others patiently. In some countries teachers make their student hold a chair up for hours until they get it. Or some of hit their hand or butt with a long wooden ruler. I don't expect any teachers here to do that but if students don't understand when teachers just say "stop", i think some students deserve something harsh and bitter. Because when we grow up, we'll need this patient at some point. There are many many adults that still interrupt while someone is talking, i think it becomes a habit if we don't fix it early.
Friday, September 30, 2011
[ESSAY] WHAT IS HUMAN?
Once in a while everybody comes to a moment where we ask "what is human?” What really makes us to be called a human? How this "human" thing is any different from any other living things on this Earth? The interesting part for this question is there is actually no right or wrong answers. Everybody has a different view of things and understands things in their own way of thinking. So the answer to these questions is infinitely many. But here's what I think and I believe it's one of those infinitely many answers. The definitive characteristic of humanity is the ability to remember the past and imagine the future.
You must be wondering what this ability is called, it’s
called the chronesthesia. It is a
ability in our minds/brains, acquired by humans through evolution that allows us to be constantly be aware of the past and the future. We use our episodic memory to construct our personal events from the past and also predict future.
Mental time travel allows us to remember our past.For us, remembering something means to recall our past occurrences. It is one of
the most useful things that humans have. Just think about it, if we don’t have the
ability to remember the past we won’t know who we are. We won’t remember our
childhood, our precious memories that were shared with the loved ones. Also
it could be just the basic things like when we were born, in what family we
grew up or other important things that happened in the past. But the key
feature of remembering the past is remembering the mistakes and avoiding them.
If we can’t remember the mistakes we made then we can’t learn from it and can
never avoid it in our future life.
The benefit of recalling
the past events is like I said avoiding the mistakes we made before. In social
relationships, it can help us to distinguish friends from foes, not to hangout
with the wrong group of people and in love relationships not to get hurt easily.
In the occupational and food-gathering arenas, it
helps us to develop tools that work well and to discard ones that don’t. Also the process of chronesthesia allows people to update information critical to surviving, thriving and dealing with changes in the world. It gives people experiences temporal and emotional dimensions, which make us more believable.
This one PhD, Endel Tulving, said that " You don't need mental time travel to remember a chemical formula or your mother's maiden name," he explained. "You can know a lot of things without mental time travel, but you can't remember events from your past, or anticipate your future, without it." One of Tulving's patient, who had sustained multiple brain lesions, including hippocampal lesions, in a motorcycle accident. The patient could solve math problems, but he couldn't remember ever taking a math class, or he couldn't even recall how he came to Tulving's office for an interview. The patient was missing the " human ability to project our own past into the future," said Tulving. This ability, he believes, has enabled us to create and pass down a wealth of cultural knowledge through the generations, including how to: plant seeds, make and keep records, formally educate the young...
Mental time travel also allows us to predict our future. The most flexible memory, episodic memory, is part of a more general faculty of mental time travel that allows us not only to go back in time, but also to foresee, plan, and shape virtually any specific future event. Planning the future is a simple thing. It means to plan tomorrow or next week or it could be next month. We, humans, plan and predict our future everyday, for example plan what to do tomorrow, for students, we plan what homeworks or projects we do tomorrow or we plan on what class we should take to go to certain university. Everybody plans their birthdays before it happens, that's an example of planning the future. Or pregnant women, predict the date of their birth and buy clothes and toys for the soon-to-be born baby.
After reading this, you must be wondering are humans alone in their ability to reminisce about the past and imagine the future. Scientists reviewed comparative studies and found out that some food-storing birds have the access to information about what they have stored where and when. This has raised the possibility of mental time travel in animals. But that such data do not provide convincing evidence for mental time travel in nonhuman animals. So in light of the current lack of evidence, however, they maintain that mental time traveling is a uniquely human characteristic.
In life, there is hundreds of different qualities that humans differ from other living things. In my opinion, the ability of mental time traveling is one of the most important qualities that humans have. It helps us to rise our cultures, religions, arts and tools we use daily.
This one PhD, Endel Tulving, said that " You don't need mental time travel to remember a chemical formula or your mother's maiden name," he explained. "You can know a lot of things without mental time travel, but you can't remember events from your past, or anticipate your future, without it." One of Tulving's patient, who had sustained multiple brain lesions, including hippocampal lesions, in a motorcycle accident. The patient could solve math problems, but he couldn't remember ever taking a math class, or he couldn't even recall how he came to Tulving's office for an interview. The patient was missing the " human ability to project our own past into the future," said Tulving. This ability, he believes, has enabled us to create and pass down a wealth of cultural knowledge through the generations, including how to: plant seeds, make and keep records, formally educate the young...
Mental time travel also allows us to predict our future. The most flexible memory, episodic memory, is part of a more general faculty of mental time travel that allows us not only to go back in time, but also to foresee, plan, and shape virtually any specific future event. Planning the future is a simple thing. It means to plan tomorrow or next week or it could be next month. We, humans, plan and predict our future everyday, for example plan what to do tomorrow, for students, we plan what homeworks or projects we do tomorrow or we plan on what class we should take to go to certain university. Everybody plans their birthdays before it happens, that's an example of planning the future. Or pregnant women, predict the date of their birth and buy clothes and toys for the soon-to-be born baby.
After reading this, you must be wondering are humans alone in their ability to reminisce about the past and imagine the future. Scientists reviewed comparative studies and found out that some food-storing birds have the access to information about what they have stored where and when. This has raised the possibility of mental time travel in animals. But that such data do not provide convincing evidence for mental time travel in nonhuman animals. So in light of the current lack of evidence, however, they maintain that mental time traveling is a uniquely human characteristic.
In life, there is hundreds of different qualities that humans differ from other living things. In my opinion, the ability of mental time traveling is one of the most important qualities that humans have. It helps us to rise our cultures, religions, arts and tools we use daily.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
[CE] Shots...everywhere!
here is the information about the shot : http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2011/09/24/BAKB1L94VP.DTL&feed=rss.bayarea
Im not surprised that someone was shot inWest Oakland . But it's kind of weird how he was shot in the morning 11:55 a.m. I thought most shot were fired in the middle of the night cuz thats when crimes happen. But i guess this one is different.
Many scary things happen inWest Oakland , if i lived there i don't think i would go outside at night even in the morning. Many teenagers hang out with their friends at night or spend night outside. I think it’s very dangerous anything can happen. If a was a parent who lived in Oakland and if my child was not home by 8 o’clock I would pick her up from where she is and ground her.
But I don’t think it only happens inOakland it can also happen in Alameda . Actually it did happen in Alameda . I know this girl who was shot on Halloweens Day at night. And she used to go here, in Alameda High School . We also have her portrait in our school for her memory. I believe that she was an great example for us not to go outside when it’s dark. Especially Halloweens day is coming, so we should be careful and not hangout at night. Who knows some maniacs can shoot you just because they want to. So be careful guys! Teeheee J
Im not surprised that someone was shot in
Many scary things happen in
But I don’t think it only happens in
[RE] No one is Perfect
I agree with Gary Chan, we all make mistakes.
“We all make mistakes. Do we deserve the punishment sometimes? Yes. But what we can do is learn from this and do better.”
Of course there is no such thing as perfect. There is always some kind of mistake we make. The point were you will have to make important decisions comes to everybody at least once in their life time. Well, actually it will come hundreds and hundreds of times in our lives. We can’t make the right decision every time, there will be times where we will fail and make the wrong decisions. And sometimes we will need to face the consequences of our mistakes and get punished.
But I don’t think we should blame ourselves or regret what we have done. We make mistakes so we can learn from it and do it better next time. But from the other hand making mistakes is okay doesn’t mean we can make mistakes always. We need to try not to make the same mistakes next time. I think the whole purpose of making mistake is to teach us some kind of lesson in our lives. It’s like if we face the same problem or need to make decisions again, then we can look back and say “ I made a mistake on this one so I should be careful and think what’s the right decision.” But if someone makes the same mistake over and over, I don’t know what to say….Teeheee J
[FREE] Some people think cursing is cool
I personally don’t think cursing is that bad. I think it’s just same as other words. I curse when I’m not in the good mood or did something wrong. I mostly say “ sh*t” or “ wth”. These two words just slip out of my mouth automatically when something bad happens. However, I don’t really say the f word and I try not to say it.
But I think some people swear just to look cool to other kids. It’s nothing cool when people say the f word every 5 seconds. It makes them look rude and disrespectful. To me it seems kind of annoying and stupid. I also don’t understand why people try to learn bad words first when they’re learning a new language. Some of my friends asked me how to say “sh*t”, “ b*tch”, “ f*ck” in my own language. After I tell them how to say it, they’ll go to other people who don’t know what it means and say those words to them. It’s like a cycle thing, it always happens wherever I go.
I heard this saying, it goes like this “ what you say with your mouth is the seed to your future life”. I’m not sure it is true or not, but to me it kind of makes sense. If you say too much bad words and have negative thinking, your life is going to be like that. Im not trying to judge people here, I’m sharing my opinion that cursing doesn’t look cool at all. Oh yea I made up a bad word in my Spanish class. It’s “ ay shiete!”. It means shit if you can't figure it out. Teeheee J
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
[BC] Once upon a time in a darkened gym of Alameda High...
Jenna is a sixteen year old girl and goes to Alameda High School . One day after her volleyball practice she left behind in the gym to practice more alone. But suddenly all the lights turned off in the gym. The room was dark, too dark. She made sure her eyes were open, fearing she had gone blind. She couldn't see her hand, even though it was literally an inch from her face. Jenna gathered her courage to call out a hello again, hoping that someone would answer or someone was playing prank on her. But nobody answered. The gym remained so silent that she only can hear her shaking breath and loud heartbeats like her heart is about to pop out of her.
A cool shudder trickled down her spine. Glancing around nervously, she sees the orange wooden benches, four basketball hoops and the five doors of the gym. Then, out of nowhere it seemed like someone was sitting on the benches and staring at her. Jenna couldn’t believe her eyes, she wanted to walk closer to prove that it was just her seeing things, but she couldn’t move but panic and stand there like she was glued to the floor. It seemed like a girl that was staring at Jenna. The girl had long hair, skinny and a pale face that kind of lightened in the pitch dark. Cold, hesitant light streamed in through the main door and seemed like someone was walking outside. When Jenna turned around to look at a door, she saw nothing but more cold darkness. When she turned around to look at the girl again, she was gone, Jenna felt relieved and thought that she was seeing things because she was scared. Jenna remembered that she left her cell phone in the locker room so she walked forward to locker door to check if it’s open but unfortunately it was locked. Jenna couldn’t help but feel that someone is following her. Whirling around, she sees nothing. 'Turn back' someone seemed to say, but Jenna swallows a nervous whimper and continues into the dark gym...
All the doors were locked in the gym. Jenna punched, kicked the green doors and yelled for help but no one was outside or cared to come. She sat down on the benches and hopelessly cried with fear and frustration. When Jenna sat up to look again she wasn’t sitting on the benches anymore, she was standing in the center of the gym. Then shadows seemed to swirl around her feet, sucking in. In a burst of panic, she fumbled for a light switch next to the main door. She flipped it up and down frantically, but the gym remained immersed in darkness. Fear settled in and deep down she knew she’s not alone in the dark. Something brushed her back and grabbed her shoulder. Outside she could heart the autumn wind howling, and it almost sounded like laughter to her panicked mind. A low chuckle broke her thought process, directly in front of her. Jenna screamed, but heard nothing in the overwhelming blackness. She was being drawn in, drowned in slumbering evil, where there was no escape...
The next day Jenna’s friends, parents, teachers and everybody searched for her but nobody found her or any sign of what happened to her. After few weeks, one girl left her jacket in the locker room so she went back there after school to get it. When she was about to leave after getting her jacket, a phone rang in of the lockers. The girl found the phone in a green little locker that Jenna used. When she picked up, some female voice said “You’re next.” Before she could ask what it was about, it was already dead at the other end and the phone was completely shut down. Then the lights turned off.
Friday, September 16, 2011
[CE] Revenge of Osama Bin Landan x_x
I found this interesting video : http://finance.yahoo.com/video#video=26601437
This video gave me chills because there are people that are going to get avenge Osama Bin Landan's death. So U.S.A can't possibly be calm, at some point there is going to be some kind of attack that kills many people. Gunmen opened a fire on a school bus in Pakistan. But why would they do that to innocent children. I just don't get it. Around five people died and 18 people were injured. I also wonder why Gunmen people are attacking Pakistan when U.S special force killed him not Pakistan.I think U.S should be careful cuz there is going to be many attacks!
This video gave me chills because there are people that are going to get avenge Osama Bin Landan's death. So U.S.A can't possibly be calm, at some point there is going to be some kind of attack that kills many people. Gunmen opened a fire on a school bus in Pakistan. But why would they do that to innocent children. I just don't get it. Around five people died and 18 people were injured. I also wonder why Gunmen people are attacking Pakistan when U.S special force killed him not Pakistan.I think U.S should be careful cuz there is going to be many attacks!
[FREE] Dark circles under my eyes...smh
I know it's been only 3 weeks since school started but I'm sooo tired. It doesn’t seem like I have that much homework compared to students that took bunch of AP and HP classes. But I take longer than them to finish my regular home works. I’m stressing out because of my laziness and slowness. But my biggest problem is time management. I always end up staying all night to finish my few homeworks. It’s like I take 3 hours just to finish one of them. And them I stay up till around 2 and wake up at 7…. I’m sleeping 5 hours almost everyday and I keep falling asleep in the class. Even though I want to pay attention in class and try not to fall asleep, my eyes are just closing themselves I really can’t help it. When I fall asleep I miss out some important things my teachers say and end up not doing my hw because I didn’t hear my teacher's direction.
One day my friend was like “omagaash what happened to your face?” and I was like “idk what happened?” then she said “ you look very tired, you have dark circles under your eyes.” And after I heard her comment I looked at a mirror and I did look tired. Soo I started to worry about my future, how am I gonna graduate high school, college, universities if I can’t even do my homeworks in my sophmore year. And thinking about these stuff made me more stressful and tired. But I shall learn how to manage my time before things get more complicated and hard. And to people who’s reading this use your time wisely, time is gold and it’s never going to wait for you.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
[RE] Girls like Boys...
As I was reading through people's blogs i found this interesting quote from Bridget's blog:
" Second example drives me insane sometimes, and that's when I see girls cry over boyfriends. For real though, ladies my age don't know much shit about what "real love" is."
I have to agree with this quote because lots of girls at our age die to get a boyfriend. It's like all they think and talk about is boys boys boys...I mean, there are more important things other than boys. Im not saying that we can't talk about boys or crush on them. I just think it's too early for us to talk about real love and heartbreaks. I bet the real heartbreak and real love is nothing compared to what we call "love". I see many girls that run after boys and finally go out with them. But after a month or so, the guy dumps the girl after using her. And the girl cries, listens to sad love songs and post sad love quotes on Facebook saying "im heartbroken </3" and other stuff... When I see that kind of quote i wish to say if your heart is really broken you'd be dead, not posting things on Facebook.
When you least expect a love, love will always find you one way or another. It’s just not the time, as we grow up we will find the “real love” of our life. For right now we should focus on school and other important things. The last thing I wanna say is NEVER RUN AFTER BUS AND BOYS…ANOTHER ONE ALWAYS COMES ;)))))
" Second example drives me insane sometimes, and that's when I see girls cry over boyfriends. For real though, ladies my age don't know much shit about what "real love" is."
I have to agree with this quote because lots of girls at our age die to get a boyfriend. It's like all they think and talk about is boys boys boys...I mean, there are more important things other than boys. Im not saying that we can't talk about boys or crush on them. I just think it's too early for us to talk about real love and heartbreaks. I bet the real heartbreak and real love is nothing compared to what we call "love". I see many girls that run after boys and finally go out with them. But after a month or so, the guy dumps the girl after using her. And the girl cries, listens to sad love songs and post sad love quotes on Facebook saying "im heartbroken </3" and other stuff... When I see that kind of quote i wish to say if your heart is really broken you'd be dead, not posting things on Facebook.
When you least expect a love, love will always find you one way or another. It’s just not the time, as we grow up we will find the “real love” of our life. For right now we should focus on school and other important things. The last thing I wanna say is NEVER RUN AFTER BUS AND BOYS…ANOTHER ONE ALWAYS COMES ;)))))
Sunday, September 11, 2011
[CE] Be happy with what you have...
hello guys...please click on this link to watch the video: http://news.yahoo.com/video/911-26129757/9-11-babies-10-years-later-26571514.html#crsl=%252Fvideo%252F911-26129757%252F9-11-babies-10-years-later-26571514.html
I hope you guys enjoyed this video and feeling thankful to your parents like I do...see ya^^
Okay, so I watched this video and literally cried. It just soo sad and touching…The kids who never met their dad, they only saw them from a picture or heard people talk about their dads. Watching this video made me think of how selfish and wrong I was. These kids don’t have dads who can tell them what’s right and what’s wrong, scold them for doing something bad, and make them feel safe and warm. So I thought that I should be a little more thankful that I have a dad who scolds me, it kind of shows that he cares about me.
Some of us just hate our dads and wish that they're dead n stuff. But these kids’ big wishes are to just see them. We don’t realize how important and valuable a person is until that person is gone. So I would like to say be thankful and satisfied with what you have. There are people who are wishing to be in your place. If your parents scold you for being late or not doing homework, it means that they care and worry about you. They just want us to be happy and live a good life. We never really do anything for them, all we mostly do is complain about stuff. At least we should listen to them and say how much we love them. And doing this is not even 1% of the debt we owe to them just for raising us.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
[RE] SCHOOL=ACHIEVMENT
Okay so I was going through the posts that sophomores did and this very true post title got my attention.
“…the way you act and picture school is what makes a person think that school is stupid or time wasting. I imagine it as a place to make new friends and create some knowledge from the oh so boring thing called LEARNING. School is there for a reason, not as a prison or place to throw crap loads of work at you, the reason why they give us students all this work is so we can learn for reality.”
I honestly agree with this quote because it’s just true and I can relate to it. People are always like “ oh I hate school, I hate these homeworks, I hate my teacher…it’s soo boring…bla bla bla” Like really? I don’t get why people act like they’re learning for somebody else. This school and learning thing is only useful to us later on to achieve our dreams and live a better life.
To tell the truth me myself don’t like homeworks and all the works that teachers give us. But somehow I still like to come to school, maybe it’s because of my friends or maybe because I think of my future. I have lots of dreams…for example to live in a big luxurious house. but If I don’t learn I can’t graduate if I cant graduate I can’t go into college if I can’t get into college I won’t have a job if I don’t have a job I wont have a luxurious house to live in. so this is why i go to school. To achieve my dreams.
Friday, September 9, 2011
[FREE] ADDICTION...
I need help! Yes, is there a rehab center to cure my addiction to, no, NOT DRUGS but KOREAN DRAMAS??? I just can’t stop watching them, it’s just soo good...!!! During summer I watched bunch of them and I still can’t get enough of it. But I keep telling myself that I need to stop watching them. Those who are addicted to Korean dramas, hopefully you guys know how it feels to be addicted.
I mostly watch romance/comedy/adventures dramas. And I gotta admit that the actresses and actors are so beautiful! When I watch dramas I just get into it and feel like I’m in the movie myself. That’s how concentrated I get when I watch them. Some of the best dramas I watched were: “ Boys Before Flowers” , “ You’re Beautiful”, “ Secret Garden ”, “ City Hunter”, “ Personal Preferences”….. If I keep writing l’ll finish my 250 words just listing the names. Also not only Asian people like Korean dramas but also it’s popular around the Europe area.
However, since school started I haven’t watched it at all. I’m kind of relieved that I’m not going to watch it for a while but on the other hand I’m sad because I want to watch it, but too busy with school and other stuff. Soo yeaa this is basically it for my first post… I have two more to go and have only 42 minutes till Saturday. Why do I always do things in the last minut?! Why why why……?
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
ABOUT ME
Hey, my name is Enkhlen Khurelbaatar. Right now you must be wondering why I have such a long and hard-to-say last name, it’s because I’m Mongolian. Many Mongolian names are like this, you’re probably familiar with this kind of names if you have Mongolian friends. My first name has a meaning of peace. Many people including my teachers and friends, always pause for a second before saying my name and then ask “ how do you say your name?” , but I like my name because it’s kind of unique and I think it’s cool. So this is it about my name. I have lived fifteen years and it’s so far so good. Here, in the United States I live with my parents and I don’t have any siblings. So it’s kind of boring but on the other side I’m happy to be the only child. All of my other family members are back in Mongolia . Its kind of scary that it’s just three of us in this big country. But we already lived here 3 years. The adventure I’d like to share is when I first landed in the United States of America with my parents, which was in Los Angeles . We were in LA for about a week and then we went to Washington , DC . There we lived for about 3 months and I attended an American school for the first time. It was pretty exciting but scary at the same time because it was so big and I didn’t speak English that well. I also saw the White house and the Pencil. After 3 months, my family went to New York and saw the Statue of Liberty and the Wax House. Finally, my parents decided to settle down in Alameda , CA after traveling around for a little bit. So this was my little adventure around America .
Now I’ll talk about my educational history. Back when I was in Mongolia , I used to go to a Russian school. Russian was like my second home language because I even went to a Russian kindergarden and learned all of my subjects in Russian until my 4th grade. So basically it means I learned Russian for 5 years. But the sad thing is when I came here to learn English, I forgot my Russian. Even though I remember the basic talks now I know English more than Russian. I also studied English grammar in Mongolia for a year. So my writing goal is to speak English fluently, pronounce words correctly and learn more vocabulary.
I’m not that into sports like many others. But this year I got interested in volleyball for some reason. So I told my parents that I would like to try volleyball, so now I go to a volleyball practice outside of school’s volleyball. And I think it’s the right sport for me because I feel powerful when I play this sport. I’m practicing a lot so I can get better and play in the team. The weird thing is I don’t know what my hobbies are, I like to do lots of stuff…
The adventures I want to have in the future is finish my high school with A’s and go to a good University of something. And this is it about me for now.
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